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- Story Listed as: True Life For Adults
- Theme: Love stories / Romance
- Subject: Character Based
- Published: 02/16/2015
It'S mY lOvE sTorY
Born 1994, M, from Andhra pradesh, India” I am already in love with you bunny! ”
These were the words she said me somedays before..
What if you have forgotten..
I still remembered those words of yours..
Might be my face has got blurred in your eyes..
But the picture of your face.. is still clear in mine..
12 a.m, 1st January 2014…… When everyone was full of joy… welcoming and celebrating new year.. I was just dull..lying on my bed and writing my records and was thinking about past.. the last year 2013 I had . It was probably one of the worst times I ever had .
But now… all that is a past. That horrible bad year 2013 is now over. I will have a fresh start now. Now I wanna be a part of this.. damn selfish, fake and emotionless world. I wanna be one among those ‘smart ’ people… and wanna be a bad bad guy. Because I think its meaningless…being called a good and a great human by the people.. when actually those people gives you the worst treatment at some stage of life.
Now its time for a change.. time to move on. And so.. I just smiled and picked up my cell phone to wish my near and dear ones.. ‘Happy new year’. After wishing them… when i was just about to keep my cell phone on the table near my bed.. then suddenly… my cell phone vibrated… hmmmmmmmmmmm….it was a call from her. its her and why now??
I mean…just now I decided to be a happy person and to forget all about what happened in the previous year. But she spoild my mood on the very first day of this new year. “ What a start to this new year man! Great!!” , I said to myself .
Then I just closed my eyes… and was trying to sleep . But couldn’t….. tears started rolling down my cheeks . As this Call from ‘her’…. took me in the past… about 2 years months back….. in the month of Feb , 2012…………
That was the first day i have seen a girl who had touched to my heart,looking innocently with cute chicks and tears rolling from her eyes. what the hell is happening!?? why she is crying ?? i want to her and to console,started following her. after following for some distance i couldnot find her,she had missed in that traffic. what the hell!? Daily i use to come to that place for her but i couldnot found her,i have inquired in many colleges but no information, i got hopeless and continued my life it was delbrately going very slow and dull.
After 4 months June 2012
I wasn’t getting any sleep… and so I just opened my Facebook account . There was a recent post on some Btech related funny page…
I opened that post and started reading the comments on it. And after reading a comment…. I started laughing…
“ Haha…. its funny.. who commented this….?? ”
“ Anushka Sharma..! Nice name…”
Then I just clicked on her name and visited her profile. She was looking so cute and innocent like a kid in her profile pics. One of the last lines of her profile ‘ Bio ’ was…. ‘ Change that wat u cant accept........ what sorta person I am…’ which was something unique and different .
” I mean… its strange! Everyone here writes… I am this… I am that… and bla bla bla… But why she wrote that!!? ” So I was very curious to know about her… just wanted to have a chat with her.
And so I messaged… ‘ Hey Anushka… wel… I can help you to find out…what sort of person really you are .’
After few minutes… there was a message from her.. ‘ Look….. I don’t talk to strangers.’
“Aah..! as expected . Most of the girls usually include such words in their first reply on any social networking site…”, I said to myself.
‘ Wel… every close friendship or any relation in this world just starts from two strange people. Anyways… I won’t be forcing you to chat with me.. bye ‘ , I messaged her.
Then I was checking my home page for the last time before signing out.. and.. there was a new message….. Inbox(1)..!
I opened it. It was her.. Anushka… ‘Hey… sorry for being a bit rude.. But I don’t usually reply to people whom I don’t know personally. So bye.’
‘ Ok.. as you wish.. bye.’
and i use to poke her everyday and i hav got many too :-P
on very next day she messaged,
‘ By the way… how did you searched me..? do you know me !??’ , she asked in her message.
After reading this… I had a smile on my face and was wondering that.. “ Why she’s still messaging me after saying bye!!??? May be she’s now interested in having chat with me… like the way I am interested in knowing her…. or may be not .. Whatever. ”
‘ naah… I don’t know you personally… I saw your comment on a dentistny page and so visited your profile.. and messaged..’ , I replied.
‘ Ok.. So tell me something about you..?’
‘ Wel.. you know my name.. am simple, honest and humorous…and am a bit flirty and for more details about me you can visit my profile..’
‘ After viewing your profile.. I don’t think so… that you are flirty. As you look simple and decent. And are those words in your profile really true ? or you have just written to impress people?? I mean.. you hate liars and you respect every relation that you have in your life..?? ‘
‘ ya.. all the details in my profile are true… and Haha… flirting is my natural talent.. ‘, I replied.
And then I started flirting with her..
Then after 3 or 4 messages…. her reaction was…..
‘ WHAT A FLIRT..!!’ This is what she messaged me after knowing about my ‘natural talent’ .
And she started teasing me
” I will now tell all the girls in your profile who think you are simple and decent guy.. that how big flirt you are.. haha ” , she messaged.
There was this exchange of messages between us for about an hour. It was our first chat.. and was funny. She was quite mischievous , energetic and a girl with a good sense of humor . This is what all I can say after having our first chat.
( You must be thinking… that I will fall for her . And if that is so…. you are wrong. As there is no chance of falling in love for a girl on a social networking site ). According to me… ‘ only foolish people can think of making relations on any social networking site’.. and I am not one among those .
Next day… after having my dinner.. to satisfy my curiosity I messaged her.. ‘ hey hi.. how’s you? I have a question.. why you wrote in your profile ? I mean… what made you to write that?? ’
‘ I am moody kind and very hot tempered sometimes… the way sometimes I behave is not under my control.. so quite unpredictable ’.
I wasnt satisfied with her reply. It seemed like.. as if she was hiding something related to that. But how can I expect a girl to behave so frankly that she will share all her secrets with a stranger like me just on the second day of our chat. So I just chatted with her normaly.
On the third day…. when I opened my facebook account.. I was surprised… Anushka has sent me friend request.!!!?? This was something really unexpected.
I accepted her request . And then we started chatting daily… in evening.. at night.. and sometimes even in afternoon . Slowly slowly… she became very frank and comfortable with me.
One night… when we were chatting she said that she cant able to chat with me bcoz of some reasons. i felt very sad and heartbroken, i consoled my self . no worries message me when u are back :-) and gave my number to her and said gudbyes :-(
I was busy in my get togwther arrangements with my scholl mates on very next day got a message
"Hi Hero :-) " i dont hav message balance and made a call to her she didn't lift the call. after 3 to 5 attempts i got success.
it was a girls voice little bit slow
'I asked to speak loud'
she said she was anushkha with shyly
i was in cloud9 and dancing like 'jumping japngajumping'
Her voice was mellifluous and a bit of mature kind. I don’t know what.. but something very magical I felt in her voice .
Hey Hi
Hi are u busy ?
yeah,little bit and always free for you :-P
We then started talking on cell phones . During this period… we shared many things.. discussed on various topics.. told each other about our hobbies , future plans , our family..etc etc .
And one day… I came to know that behind this mischievous , highly energetic and humorous girl… was an unhappy and lonely kind of a person.. who wasn’t satisfied with her present life.. who worked very hard in her past and tried her level best to get admission in a NIFT.. but unfortunately wasn’t successful. Also in past.. she was in a relationship… but was left with a broken heart.
When I came to know all this… that night I was thinking about her and was just trying to understand her … “ May be she is trying to know what sort of person exactly she is… but for me she is cute and such an innocent girl who doesn’t deserves all this. She deserves her friends attention.. someone to care for her…support her. I think… she needs a very close friend . ”
And so… I decided to play that part in her life. “ Whether she will allow me to get that close to her or not… but I’ll be making efforts to make her smile..” as who wanted to see a cute girl crying.
I started caring for her.. started sending her jokes to make her smile and started showing my concern for her through the questions like how her day was? had breakfast? had lunch ? dinner? And like a friend.. I used to scold her whenever she used to skip her meals .
But this wasn’t love. This was just a part of humanity and my caring nature.. and just a responsibility of a friend .
Slowly slowly… she became more frank and comfortable that she messaged me this (when we were chatting)… “ I can never get bore of you Bunny. I can chat 24 x 7 with you. You are a close friend of mine now.”
And I was smiling… a wide smile on my face . As the girl who was calling me a stranger someday.. was now using some special words for me… ‘ Close friend ’.And we decided to join in same college.
I came to know that she was my friend from past 2 years in facebook by another name and i had her old number too think so this was the fate and destiny.
Month of August , 2012…..
As the days were passing by
We were getting closer and closer.. don’t know why
She became that important for me.. that I
Was getting addicted to her.. and her good night wishes and bye
Now it was hard for me to see tears in her eye
As those tears had the strength to make me cry
To make her smile was now my only try
Why I getting that close to her.. dont know why..
The care and concern for her was now growing bigger and bigger day by day . Now it wasn’t just the part of humanity and my caring nature or the responsibility of a friend . It was something more… it was.. ‘Love’.
“ Yeah.. I am in love….” , I was saying that to myself and was smiling…
Then immediately a second thought came to my mind… “ WAIT WAIT WAIT… But someone said that.. ‘ Only foolish can think of making relations on any social networking sites’…?? ” And I was scratching my head.. as I was that ‘ someone’ .
But that wasn’t a problem. The problem was… “ how to propose a girl whom I met only on a social networking site !?? And what if she doesn’t believes in love on such sites and will make fun of those feelings ?? ”
But it was hard for me to resist . And one night.. when we were chatting.. I wrote a long message and expressed all my feelings… and proposed her… ‘ I love you…’
‘ Whattt!! you are kidding na ?? Can you say this to me on call?? ’ How simply can you say this to me?? '
It seemed like… as if she was waiting to hear those three words from me .
‘ Naa.. As I don’t have the strength to say all that directly ’ .
And within few seconds of my reply… she called..
“ Hello.. now say those three words by taking my full name.. if you are not lying.. ” , she said.
“ I really love you Anushka..”
Silence…… for about 20 seconds…..
She was breathing heavily…and then she replied…I am already in love with you but my parents will not accept us..
i said that was noy a problem i will convince that was not your part ;-)
That moment I was feeling like.. as if I was the part of Indian cricket team who won world cup in 2011… was jumping and dancing .. as we were in ‘ relationship ’ now.
Then we started calling eachother by different names. She used to call me ‘bunny'… and I used to call her by various names..many rumours,gossips started in college about us.
Slowly slowly… the bond between us was getting stronger and stronger . Within few days it became a complete relation. There was care , concern , love , possessiveness , fights.. and every emotion . And our hearts came that close… that we decided to marry each other in sometimes :-!
November 2012
This was the most memorable month her birthday and i have gave some memorable gifts to her and very happy she liked very much.
'i told about her to my mom' they both became very close and my mom likes her very much. we use to talk more than 5 hrs continuous.
Everything was going good between us till one day…when she broke her promise and talked with her ex-boyfriend. And I fought with her badly.
Along with all this problems.. I was also facing some Big family problems those days. It was the hardest phase of the year 2013 for me and my family.
after few months
we use talk but not has before, she started ignoring me. things were changed. She wasn’t that interested in me now.. She wasn’t now bothered about.. that how I was or whether I was fine or not.. but was busy now in chatting with her new friends .
Then I asked her the reason for all this. And every time I asked she gave me a different reason.
And one day when I called her.. she irritatingly said… “ YOU ARE NOT COMPATIBLE..! We don’t have any understanding… we are not from the same path and we don’t have any future…!! ”
There were just tears in my eyes…. “ But what about those days ?? Those words that you said me many times.. that ‘you are perfect for me bunny’.. ‘blessed to have you’..?? We discussed and imagined our future together and now you are saying… ‘We don’t have any future’ !!? I really loved you… ”
“ You never loved me Bunny… and WE ARE NOT IN RELATIONSHIP THEN AND NOW "
With cell phone in my hand… looking at that ‘ Happy new year ’ message from her… I was back from the flashback in the present 1st January, 2014 and found myself crying and saying….“ Loved someone more than myself and she said… that I never loved her. ”
Many things Many Memories she left for me am happy now that words she told i dont have a chance to love u now and i haven't taught these much you are loving me..
It wasn’t her fault actually… it was mine. I was so simple and stupid that I always believed in some ‘Eighteenth century’ thought.. that relations and emotions are to be felt from the Heart .
But forgot that I was in ‘twenty first century’ … where people are ‘smart’.. where brains are used in relations and feelings are played with.. where situations are given more importance than humans that they are left alone when conditions are not favorable.. where people changes so fast with time and so do theirs relations (first strangers.. friends..then close friends.. lovers.. and then again strangers..)... where people ultimately leaves you crying after making you feel very special.. where boundless love and care are not of any value in front of those few fights that leads to break-ups.. where simple, honest and straight forward humans like me are not respected… and where feelings are considered low and not valued ( after spending those two years together) that they are told someday that ‘he never loved that girl who was world to him’..
“It was my fault…” , I was saying this to myself while wiping my tears.
But now am just a changed man.. just rude and emotionless .
And now I again believe that… ‘ Only fools fall in love on any social networking sites ‘… and I ‘was’ one among those..during those ’2 years of my life'
A broken frndshp can b a comma or full stop??
hope it would comma.. "Love is Waiting" will wait some time for her :-( T_T
_END_
It'S mY lOvE sTorY(Sharukh)
” I am already in love with you bunny! ”
These were the words she said me somedays before..
What if you have forgotten..
I still remembered those words of yours..
Might be my face has got blurred in your eyes..
But the picture of your face.. is still clear in mine..
12 a.m, 1st January 2014…… When everyone was full of joy… welcoming and celebrating new year.. I was just dull..lying on my bed and writing my records and was thinking about past.. the last year 2013 I had . It was probably one of the worst times I ever had .
But now… all that is a past. That horrible bad year 2013 is now over. I will have a fresh start now. Now I wanna be a part of this.. damn selfish, fake and emotionless world. I wanna be one among those ‘smart ’ people… and wanna be a bad bad guy. Because I think its meaningless…being called a good and a great human by the people.. when actually those people gives you the worst treatment at some stage of life.
Now its time for a change.. time to move on. And so.. I just smiled and picked up my cell phone to wish my near and dear ones.. ‘Happy new year’. After wishing them… when i was just about to keep my cell phone on the table near my bed.. then suddenly… my cell phone vibrated… hmmmmmmmmmmm….it was a call from her. its her and why now??
I mean…just now I decided to be a happy person and to forget all about what happened in the previous year. But she spoild my mood on the very first day of this new year. “ What a start to this new year man! Great!!” , I said to myself .
Then I just closed my eyes… and was trying to sleep . But couldn’t….. tears started rolling down my cheeks . As this Call from ‘her’…. took me in the past… about 2 years months back….. in the month of Feb , 2012…………
That was the first day i have seen a girl who had touched to my heart,looking innocently with cute chicks and tears rolling from her eyes. what the hell is happening!?? why she is crying ?? i want to her and to console,started following her. after following for some distance i couldnot find her,she had missed in that traffic. what the hell!? Daily i use to come to that place for her but i couldnot found her,i have inquired in many colleges but no information, i got hopeless and continued my life it was delbrately going very slow and dull.
After 4 months June 2012
I wasn’t getting any sleep… and so I just opened my Facebook account . There was a recent post on some Btech related funny page…
I opened that post and started reading the comments on it. And after reading a comment…. I started laughing…
“ Haha…. its funny.. who commented this….?? ”
“ Anushka Sharma..! Nice name…”
Then I just clicked on her name and visited her profile. She was looking so cute and innocent like a kid in her profile pics. One of the last lines of her profile ‘ Bio ’ was…. ‘ Change that wat u cant accept........ what sorta person I am…’ which was something unique and different .
” I mean… its strange! Everyone here writes… I am this… I am that… and bla bla bla… But why she wrote that!!? ” So I was very curious to know about her… just wanted to have a chat with her.
And so I messaged… ‘ Hey Anushka… wel… I can help you to find out…what sort of person really you are .’
After few minutes… there was a message from her.. ‘ Look….. I don’t talk to strangers.’
“Aah..! as expected . Most of the girls usually include such words in their first reply on any social networking site…”, I said to myself.
‘ Wel… every close friendship or any relation in this world just starts from two strange people. Anyways… I won’t be forcing you to chat with me.. bye ‘ , I messaged her.
Then I was checking my home page for the last time before signing out.. and.. there was a new message….. Inbox(1)..!
I opened it. It was her.. Anushka… ‘Hey… sorry for being a bit rude.. But I don’t usually reply to people whom I don’t know personally. So bye.’
‘ Ok.. as you wish.. bye.’
and i use to poke her everyday and i hav got many too :-P
on very next day she messaged,
‘ By the way… how did you searched me..? do you know me !??’ , she asked in her message.
After reading this… I had a smile on my face and was wondering that.. “ Why she’s still messaging me after saying bye!!??? May be she’s now interested in having chat with me… like the way I am interested in knowing her…. or may be not .. Whatever. ”
‘ naah… I don’t know you personally… I saw your comment on a dentistny page and so visited your profile.. and messaged..’ , I replied.
‘ Ok.. So tell me something about you..?’
‘ Wel.. you know my name.. am simple, honest and humorous…and am a bit flirty and for more details about me you can visit my profile..’
‘ After viewing your profile.. I don’t think so… that you are flirty. As you look simple and decent. And are those words in your profile really true ? or you have just written to impress people?? I mean.. you hate liars and you respect every relation that you have in your life..?? ‘
‘ ya.. all the details in my profile are true… and Haha… flirting is my natural talent.. ‘, I replied.
And then I started flirting with her..
Then after 3 or 4 messages…. her reaction was…..
‘ WHAT A FLIRT..!!’ This is what she messaged me after knowing about my ‘natural talent’ .
And she started teasing me
” I will now tell all the girls in your profile who think you are simple and decent guy.. that how big flirt you are.. haha ” , she messaged.
There was this exchange of messages between us for about an hour. It was our first chat.. and was funny. She was quite mischievous , energetic and a girl with a good sense of humor . This is what all I can say after having our first chat.
( You must be thinking… that I will fall for her . And if that is so…. you are wrong. As there is no chance of falling in love for a girl on a social networking site ). According to me… ‘ only foolish people can think of making relations on any social networking site’.. and I am not one among those .
Next day… after having my dinner.. to satisfy my curiosity I messaged her.. ‘ hey hi.. how’s you? I have a question.. why you wrote in your profile ? I mean… what made you to write that?? ’
‘ I am moody kind and very hot tempered sometimes… the way sometimes I behave is not under my control.. so quite unpredictable ’.
I wasnt satisfied with her reply. It seemed like.. as if she was hiding something related to that. But how can I expect a girl to behave so frankly that she will share all her secrets with a stranger like me just on the second day of our chat. So I just chatted with her normaly.
On the third day…. when I opened my facebook account.. I was surprised… Anushka has sent me friend request.!!!?? This was something really unexpected.
I accepted her request . And then we started chatting daily… in evening.. at night.. and sometimes even in afternoon . Slowly slowly… she became very frank and comfortable with me.
One night… when we were chatting she said that she cant able to chat with me bcoz of some reasons. i felt very sad and heartbroken, i consoled my self . no worries message me when u are back :-) and gave my number to her and said gudbyes :-(
I was busy in my get togwther arrangements with my scholl mates on very next day got a message
"Hi Hero :-) " i dont hav message balance and made a call to her she didn't lift the call. after 3 to 5 attempts i got success.
it was a girls voice little bit slow
'I asked to speak loud'
she said she was anushkha with shyly
i was in cloud9 and dancing like 'jumping japngajumping'
Her voice was mellifluous and a bit of mature kind. I don’t know what.. but something very magical I felt in her voice .
Hey Hi
Hi are u busy ?
yeah,little bit and always free for you :-P
We then started talking on cell phones . During this period… we shared many things.. discussed on various topics.. told each other about our hobbies , future plans , our family..etc etc .
And one day… I came to know that behind this mischievous , highly energetic and humorous girl… was an unhappy and lonely kind of a person.. who wasn’t satisfied with her present life.. who worked very hard in her past and tried her level best to get admission in a NIFT.. but unfortunately wasn’t successful. Also in past.. she was in a relationship… but was left with a broken heart.
When I came to know all this… that night I was thinking about her and was just trying to understand her … “ May be she is trying to know what sort of person exactly she is… but for me she is cute and such an innocent girl who doesn’t deserves all this. She deserves her friends attention.. someone to care for her…support her. I think… she needs a very close friend . ”
And so… I decided to play that part in her life. “ Whether she will allow me to get that close to her or not… but I’ll be making efforts to make her smile..” as who wanted to see a cute girl crying.
I started caring for her.. started sending her jokes to make her smile and started showing my concern for her through the questions like how her day was? had breakfast? had lunch ? dinner? And like a friend.. I used to scold her whenever she used to skip her meals .
But this wasn’t love. This was just a part of humanity and my caring nature.. and just a responsibility of a friend .
Slowly slowly… she became more frank and comfortable that she messaged me this (when we were chatting)… “ I can never get bore of you Bunny. I can chat 24 x 7 with you. You are a close friend of mine now.”
And I was smiling… a wide smile on my face . As the girl who was calling me a stranger someday.. was now using some special words for me… ‘ Close friend ’.And we decided to join in same college.
I came to know that she was my friend from past 2 years in facebook by another name and i had her old number too think so this was the fate and destiny.
Month of August , 2012…..
As the days were passing by
We were getting closer and closer.. don’t know why
She became that important for me.. that I
Was getting addicted to her.. and her good night wishes and bye
Now it was hard for me to see tears in her eye
As those tears had the strength to make me cry
To make her smile was now my only try
Why I getting that close to her.. dont know why..
The care and concern for her was now growing bigger and bigger day by day . Now it wasn’t just the part of humanity and my caring nature or the responsibility of a friend . It was something more… it was.. ‘Love’.
“ Yeah.. I am in love….” , I was saying that to myself and was smiling…
Then immediately a second thought came to my mind… “ WAIT WAIT WAIT… But someone said that.. ‘ Only foolish can think of making relations on any social networking sites’…?? ” And I was scratching my head.. as I was that ‘ someone’ .
But that wasn’t a problem. The problem was… “ how to propose a girl whom I met only on a social networking site !?? And what if she doesn’t believes in love on such sites and will make fun of those feelings ?? ”
But it was hard for me to resist . And one night.. when we were chatting.. I wrote a long message and expressed all my feelings… and proposed her… ‘ I love you…’
‘ Whattt!! you are kidding na ?? Can you say this to me on call?? ’ How simply can you say this to me?? '
It seemed like… as if she was waiting to hear those three words from me .
‘ Naa.. As I don’t have the strength to say all that directly ’ .
And within few seconds of my reply… she called..
“ Hello.. now say those three words by taking my full name.. if you are not lying.. ” , she said.
“ I really love you Anushka..”
Silence…… for about 20 seconds…..
She was breathing heavily…and then she replied…I am already in love with you but my parents will not accept us..
i said that was noy a problem i will convince that was not your part ;-)
That moment I was feeling like.. as if I was the part of Indian cricket team who won world cup in 2011… was jumping and dancing .. as we were in ‘ relationship ’ now.
Then we started calling eachother by different names. She used to call me ‘bunny'… and I used to call her by various names..many rumours,gossips started in college about us.
Slowly slowly… the bond between us was getting stronger and stronger . Within few days it became a complete relation. There was care , concern , love , possessiveness , fights.. and every emotion . And our hearts came that close… that we decided to marry each other in sometimes :-!
November 2012
This was the most memorable month her birthday and i have gave some memorable gifts to her and very happy she liked very much.
'i told about her to my mom' they both became very close and my mom likes her very much. we use to talk more than 5 hrs continuous.
Everything was going good between us till one day…when she broke her promise and talked with her ex-boyfriend. And I fought with her badly.
Along with all this problems.. I was also facing some Big family problems those days. It was the hardest phase of the year 2013 for me and my family.
after few months
we use talk but not has before, she started ignoring me. things were changed. She wasn’t that interested in me now.. She wasn’t now bothered about.. that how I was or whether I was fine or not.. but was busy now in chatting with her new friends .
Then I asked her the reason for all this. And every time I asked she gave me a different reason.
And one day when I called her.. she irritatingly said… “ YOU ARE NOT COMPATIBLE..! We don’t have any understanding… we are not from the same path and we don’t have any future…!! ”
There were just tears in my eyes…. “ But what about those days ?? Those words that you said me many times.. that ‘you are perfect for me bunny’.. ‘blessed to have you’..?? We discussed and imagined our future together and now you are saying… ‘We don’t have any future’ !!? I really loved you… ”
“ You never loved me Bunny… and WE ARE NOT IN RELATIONSHIP THEN AND NOW "
With cell phone in my hand… looking at that ‘ Happy new year ’ message from her… I was back from the flashback in the present 1st January, 2014 and found myself crying and saying….“ Loved someone more than myself and she said… that I never loved her. ”
Many things Many Memories she left for me am happy now that words she told i dont have a chance to love u now and i haven't taught these much you are loving me..
It wasn’t her fault actually… it was mine. I was so simple and stupid that I always believed in some ‘Eighteenth century’ thought.. that relations and emotions are to be felt from the Heart .
But forgot that I was in ‘twenty first century’ … where people are ‘smart’.. where brains are used in relations and feelings are played with.. where situations are given more importance than humans that they are left alone when conditions are not favorable.. where people changes so fast with time and so do theirs relations (first strangers.. friends..then close friends.. lovers.. and then again strangers..)... where people ultimately leaves you crying after making you feel very special.. where boundless love and care are not of any value in front of those few fights that leads to break-ups.. where simple, honest and straight forward humans like me are not respected… and where feelings are considered low and not valued ( after spending those two years together) that they are told someday that ‘he never loved that girl who was world to him’..
“It was my fault…” , I was saying this to myself while wiping my tears.
But now am just a changed man.. just rude and emotionless .
And now I again believe that… ‘ Only fools fall in love on any social networking sites ‘… and I ‘was’ one among those..during those ’2 years of my life'
A broken frndshp can b a comma or full stop??
hope it would comma.. "Love is Waiting" will wait some time for her :-( T_T
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