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- Story Listed as: True Life For Adults
- Theme: Drama / Human Interest
- Subject: Life Experience
- Published: 01/12/2015
God and Me
Born 1994, M, from Khargone, IndiaGod and Me
By-
Jayant R. Gupta
mechjayant@gmail.com
Sometime you have seen that even a single hope makes you so much strong. Hope doesn’t need any grounds. Sometime it may be possible you are persuaded that this will happen, you can do that but how, no one knows not even you, but you know you will do it. Because of this hope you feel that someone is helping you from inside, from deep inside. Actually I want to state that; sometimes you get motivated without any reason. Like, when I was in college and if I am facing a problem then I prayed to God. ‘Actually it is a fact that our body has a great nature, it will bow only when we need something otherwise we think about it’. I prayed to God; pardon it was not praying, it was begging; pardon again it was a business. A different kind of business in which God is not getting anything sometimes money and even we, there is no surety that we will get something or not. As the level of our problem increase, our praying enthusiasm increases. More loudly we chant, more seriously we care about God. Our business strategies make changes, more investment on services like flowers and ‘prasad which doesn’t like by God’. There is one interesting thing about ‘prasad’ is it starts with cheap food and goes on costly ‘Laddu’ according to our demand. ‘Usually we eat all the Prasad, because we know God won’t eat that, that’s why we gave only one part Prasad to God’.
Sorry again I am diverting from subject. So I did business with God that if you help me to get this thing then I will do fast for next five Saturday ‘whole day fast in which I will eat only one banana’. Because of this business I am getting a hope that God will help me in other hand I am giving blame to God that because of you ‘I am hungry’. I did fast. I was starving but I didn’t break my promise. But I didn’t get anything except a hope for some time. ‘Sometime it happens in business that you don’t get anything even you did well’. So I frustrated on God that you took my fast and in return I got nothing. So I used some bad thought about god like ‘God doesn’t exist and more than this’. Then something more badly happened with me so I thought it is because of God, so I alarmed. I did another business ‘please help me to do that thing and I will give you money’. ’Actually you can’t use words like I will give you money in front of God because God has respect buddy! That’s why we have different modes for bribing, you know humans, we always know how to make fool our self. In spite direct exchange we have some another ways like “Baba’, “Daan in temple”,”MahaPuja” and may other facilities are also available. That’s why in India, religion spreaders have more money than businessman and a temple trust’s turnover is more than a corporate world even sometime it is more than the GDP of the nation’. So I convinced God for bribing, God accepted my proposal. Even this time my work hasn’t done and even I did bow down my head in each and every temple, sometime in front of animals also (but only that time when no one was watching me, if someone did then it will be not good for my image. Because as I am Indian youth so if I bow down my head in front of God that shows I am not cool, I cared this thing; each and every time. But you know market is going down so I think I should have pay more than this.
After sometime I tried many things but nothing was working even I focused on my problem but the result was same. So this time I tried emotional blackmail. ‘If this time you won’t help I will do this thing to me’. Even I also did a business deal also (I am damn good in business). That was awesome. ‘I will offer a coconut on each Saturday (that was really big deal for me; you know lot of investment it takes). This worked little bit for me but not sufficient.
I was frustrated because I did ‘puja’, ‘donation even coconut’, ‘Baba’, ‘kind of black magic’ etc. so I tried everything, but nothing worked. So my question was what should I do now? Because, in doing all this stuff I had a hope that God will help me but after all this stuff I didn’t have anything to do. ‘Without any hope it feels like you have everything but you are unable to see it, feel it. You want to taste something but your mouth is stapled by someone. Without any hope it feels like a river without water’.
After some time when I was really frustrated and I was continuously thinking about God and a new strategy for business; suddenly I heard a voice like someone is saying to me ‘devote this dedication to your work instead of excuses and just do believe in me and yourself’. I was truly amazed. Who is saying that, I turned but there was no one. I thought about that and next day I faced my problem, I challenged it and I found that solution was too easy, it was me. At that I learnt something on that day
‘If you don’t believe in yourself then no one would believe in you not even God. Try to face the problem because it is the best solution to live the dream, live the life and it is also a best way to solve it. And always show respect to yourself because hope starts with you. Because of you, hope exists. You are a Hope and there is God who doesn’t live in temple, God lives within you’.
*Puja-one of the Indian ritual for prays.
*Prasad-food which is donated by devotees.
*Mahapuja-Same as puja but at bigger level.
*Laddu-one of the Indian sweet.
*Hanuman-God in Hindu mythology.
*Baba-They spread religion, may be fake or real.
God and Me(jayant R)
God and Me
By-
Jayant R. Gupta
mechjayant@gmail.com
Sometime you have seen that even a single hope makes you so much strong. Hope doesn’t need any grounds. Sometime it may be possible you are persuaded that this will happen, you can do that but how, no one knows not even you, but you know you will do it. Because of this hope you feel that someone is helping you from inside, from deep inside. Actually I want to state that; sometimes you get motivated without any reason. Like, when I was in college and if I am facing a problem then I prayed to God. ‘Actually it is a fact that our body has a great nature, it will bow only when we need something otherwise we think about it’. I prayed to God; pardon it was not praying, it was begging; pardon again it was a business. A different kind of business in which God is not getting anything sometimes money and even we, there is no surety that we will get something or not. As the level of our problem increase, our praying enthusiasm increases. More loudly we chant, more seriously we care about God. Our business strategies make changes, more investment on services like flowers and ‘prasad which doesn’t like by God’. There is one interesting thing about ‘prasad’ is it starts with cheap food and goes on costly ‘Laddu’ according to our demand. ‘Usually we eat all the Prasad, because we know God won’t eat that, that’s why we gave only one part Prasad to God’.
Sorry again I am diverting from subject. So I did business with God that if you help me to get this thing then I will do fast for next five Saturday ‘whole day fast in which I will eat only one banana’. Because of this business I am getting a hope that God will help me in other hand I am giving blame to God that because of you ‘I am hungry’. I did fast. I was starving but I didn’t break my promise. But I didn’t get anything except a hope for some time. ‘Sometime it happens in business that you don’t get anything even you did well’. So I frustrated on God that you took my fast and in return I got nothing. So I used some bad thought about god like ‘God doesn’t exist and more than this’. Then something more badly happened with me so I thought it is because of God, so I alarmed. I did another business ‘please help me to do that thing and I will give you money’. ’Actually you can’t use words like I will give you money in front of God because God has respect buddy! That’s why we have different modes for bribing, you know humans, we always know how to make fool our self. In spite direct exchange we have some another ways like “Baba’, “Daan in temple”,”MahaPuja” and may other facilities are also available. That’s why in India, religion spreaders have more money than businessman and a temple trust’s turnover is more than a corporate world even sometime it is more than the GDP of the nation’. So I convinced God for bribing, God accepted my proposal. Even this time my work hasn’t done and even I did bow down my head in each and every temple, sometime in front of animals also (but only that time when no one was watching me, if someone did then it will be not good for my image. Because as I am Indian youth so if I bow down my head in front of God that shows I am not cool, I cared this thing; each and every time. But you know market is going down so I think I should have pay more than this.
After sometime I tried many things but nothing was working even I focused on my problem but the result was same. So this time I tried emotional blackmail. ‘If this time you won’t help I will do this thing to me’. Even I also did a business deal also (I am damn good in business). That was awesome. ‘I will offer a coconut on each Saturday (that was really big deal for me; you know lot of investment it takes). This worked little bit for me but not sufficient.
I was frustrated because I did ‘puja’, ‘donation even coconut’, ‘Baba’, ‘kind of black magic’ etc. so I tried everything, but nothing worked. So my question was what should I do now? Because, in doing all this stuff I had a hope that God will help me but after all this stuff I didn’t have anything to do. ‘Without any hope it feels like you have everything but you are unable to see it, feel it. You want to taste something but your mouth is stapled by someone. Without any hope it feels like a river without water’.
After some time when I was really frustrated and I was continuously thinking about God and a new strategy for business; suddenly I heard a voice like someone is saying to me ‘devote this dedication to your work instead of excuses and just do believe in me and yourself’. I was truly amazed. Who is saying that, I turned but there was no one. I thought about that and next day I faced my problem, I challenged it and I found that solution was too easy, it was me. At that I learnt something on that day
‘If you don’t believe in yourself then no one would believe in you not even God. Try to face the problem because it is the best solution to live the dream, live the life and it is also a best way to solve it. And always show respect to yourself because hope starts with you. Because of you, hope exists. You are a Hope and there is God who doesn’t live in temple, God lives within you’.
*Puja-one of the Indian ritual for prays.
*Prasad-food which is donated by devotees.
*Mahapuja-Same as puja but at bigger level.
*Laddu-one of the Indian sweet.
*Hanuman-God in Hindu mythology.
*Baba-They spread religion, may be fake or real.
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