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- Story Listed as: Fiction For Teens
- Theme: Family & Friends
- Subject: Friends / Friendship
- Published: 06/07/2021
The 15 years of glorious days have come to an end. I never thought that my ambitions gonna gloom in this way. I have grudge in myself for not been able to touch my desires. Agony! agony! What to do now? What was my mistake? How to live now? Why am I alive still now!
Yesterday when I was diagnosed with blood cancer and the doctor whispered to my uncle about my lifespan keeping it a secret from me, I somehow managed to hear that I barely have got 6 months. My thoughts became empty when I heard that. My parents gave a pale look at me when they heard it from my uncle. The always glittering 'My home' has suddenly become an empty vessel. The happiness has washed away from my family members' life. I'm so guilty for ruining my parents' and siblings' happiness in a moment.
2 months left. All hair gone,more thinner than ever now! Relatives and friends are always coming to visit me. They have a sympathy look on their face for me. I don't know why I am hating that look on their face. I have always wanted them to cheer for me, not to have sympathy for me. But my luck is in an adverse situation. Sometimes I go out to have some breeze. People look at me in a different way. They didn't use to give that look when I wasn't sick. This world has become a living hell for me. I want to get rid of it soon.
Less than a week left to complete the 6 months scale. My physical health is now at its extreme position. I think the farewell is very near to me. My mom is sitting close to me. She also got thinner ,worrying for me all the time and not taking her meals regularly. Two of my friends with whom I shared most of the beautiful and trilling memories are also in my room. They are pure gem. In spite of my existing and devastating situation, they always tried their best to encourage and cheer me up instead of giving fake sympathies. I am feeling too much tired now. It feels like I'm the most tired person on this planet even though I haven't left my bed for about two weeks. A deep sleep is covering my head. Eyes are closing but I don't want them to close because I'm in fear that I may not open them forever if it is closed this time. But the sleep is acute, alienation is obvious, sun is setting too early. Sleep...Deep sleep...
The Early Sunset(Md. Sifat Hasan Taif)
The 15 years of glorious days have come to an end. I never thought that my ambitions gonna gloom in this way. I have grudge in myself for not been able to touch my desires. Agony! agony! What to do now? What was my mistake? How to live now? Why am I alive still now!
Yesterday when I was diagnosed with blood cancer and the doctor whispered to my uncle about my lifespan keeping it a secret from me, I somehow managed to hear that I barely have got 6 months. My thoughts became empty when I heard that. My parents gave a pale look at me when they heard it from my uncle. The always glittering 'My home' has suddenly become an empty vessel. The happiness has washed away from my family members' life. I'm so guilty for ruining my parents' and siblings' happiness in a moment.
2 months left. All hair gone,more thinner than ever now! Relatives and friends are always coming to visit me. They have a sympathy look on their face for me. I don't know why I am hating that look on their face. I have always wanted them to cheer for me, not to have sympathy for me. But my luck is in an adverse situation. Sometimes I go out to have some breeze. People look at me in a different way. They didn't use to give that look when I wasn't sick. This world has become a living hell for me. I want to get rid of it soon.
Less than a week left to complete the 6 months scale. My physical health is now at its extreme position. I think the farewell is very near to me. My mom is sitting close to me. She also got thinner ,worrying for me all the time and not taking her meals regularly. Two of my friends with whom I shared most of the beautiful and trilling memories are also in my room. They are pure gem. In spite of my existing and devastating situation, they always tried their best to encourage and cheer me up instead of giving fake sympathies. I am feeling too much tired now. It feels like I'm the most tired person on this planet even though I haven't left my bed for about two weeks. A deep sleep is covering my head. Eyes are closing but I don't want them to close because I'm in fear that I may not open them forever if it is closed this time. But the sleep is acute, alienation is obvious, sun is setting too early. Sleep...Deep sleep...
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